Darkness Within the darkness of the silence of the night the mind is consumed with questions, one's that can not be answered. When shall it become that one is free from what holds them? How long must this continue to dwell within one's self? It seems so that there is a wish for the night to take it to the beyond where there is no pain,no frustration but that seems that to be not what lays ahead. Just indurance for the days filled with the sun, the heat, the burning of flesh,the caos that fills every waking moment untill the sun falls and the moon rises and then only then is there a true calmness but the questions still roam within the soul. When shall it be that the sweet calm of the darkness will take this all away and there become ever lasting life? Strong will and fighting instinct is what is held dearly close to the heart. Hidden inside is weakness that is uncontrolable,fear of the unknown things to happen,and hate for all that consumes the soul. One love to truely be known by,other's that are loving friends,trust within them,support & strength,true family is what brings comfort in the hardest of times. Tears fall when alone for the longing to parish is strong but is fought with great will for the things held dear keep one bound on this earth. There is no escape of the days ahead, for there are many that would be hurt,some heartbroken if darkness consumed one self. The thought of that binds, the soul and heart loves with whole being which makes for a tremendous fight every step of the way. Comfort is sought out in one's that are loved,one's who love ,friends in all places and times,the sweet laughter of children,musicand precious felines.