I'm Jackson. No 'tm' or 'HxC' sounding word attached at the end, thanks. I'm not a part of your 'scene', and I would prefer not to be. I love that I'm different in personality and style. I'm always stared at and instantly judged; those people are only afraid of accepting anything different from themselves. and evidently, you want to know about me, demonstrated by the fact that you are reading this. I am not going to tell you my age at the time being. Therefore, you cannot judge me on it. Age shouldn't be used to define one's maturity. It's just another number. Talk to me and maybe I'll tell you. Let's just get some shit straight. I'm not here to impress anyone, but I seem to do that without effort. Don't pretend you know me, when you really don't. You can take the rumors you've heard and shove them up your ass. I'm not your typical male. I don't tolerate anyone's bullshit. I will never tolerate any of your prissy I'm-better-than-you scene shit. I don't let people push me around. I don't hold my breath, I don't bite my tongue, and I never back down. I'll talk back. I'll yell, scream at you - I have a foul mouth, vulgar language, and I'm extremely bad tempered. In other words, I won't follow your rules. I make my own.

I also do not dislike insults. Have a problem with me? I suggest you flat out say it to me. I do love internet drama. I'll verbally beat you down the same way I would if I saw you in real life. However, unoriginal, poorly written insults will get you nowhere. Don't get your hopes up, you didn't get to me. You merely proved your idiocy and the fact that you're a moron. I don't tolerate bullshit, you cross me once, and you're done.

People don't intimidate me. People over the internet especially don't intimidate me. Don't say you're going to kick my ass if your ass is all the way in another country. If you can actually be creative with your insults, you may just become my new best friend. And if you attempt to argue with me; make sure everything you say is spelled correctly and grammar checked. I will rip apart your ego until you’re in the fetal position. I love to argue, and I do often. I won't back down if I know I'm right, or until I get my point across.


I have a fear of being plain and ordinary, and I'm a victim of chronic insomnia. People also seem to think I have bipolar disorder. I honestly don't. I just think way too much. I over-analyze every little thing I can, and I get irritated way too easily. If somebody coughs weird, it'll irritate me. It's nothing I can control, but it's hard to live with.

I have lots of ambitions. Some of which could kill me. However, I will achieve them. I have lots of ideas, most of which never work. I keep lots of things to myself. Nevertheless, I can be very opinionated. I'm honest, though I can never decide on things. In the time it takes you to blink I'll have changed my mind. I tend to speak before I think and I have got quite a few people who don't like me because of it. Though, to tell you the truth, I really couldn't give a shit.

Now is the part where I'm supposed to say how nobody understands me, how the whole world is against my very being simply because my music taste is different, right? Give me a break. I have close friends who understand me perfectly, and newly made friends who are on their way there. I don't feel the need to conform what's socially acceptable amongst other people my age, as it isn't my fault if others can't broaden their horizons. I love the way I dress, and I'll listen to whatever I think sounds good, whether it fits your cool or not. I just can't be fucked to take any notice of people who have a problem with it.

I'm pretty much a closed box. Not many people get a look inside, not even some of my closest friends do. My life hasn't been a easy ride, but I'm still here, I'm still standing. There's always someone to knock me down, but I'll just get back up. You're not going to break me. Half the people in my life who think they know me, really don't. I'm a different person behind closed doors. I don't trust people easily. With that said, if you stab me in the back, I'll stab you in the mother fucking face. Respect me and I'll respect you. Fail, and I'll antagonize you until you can't stand it anymore. With that said, I dislike MOST females. It seems as though the majority of them serve no real purpose other than to be burned, beheaded, or impaled.

I don't think I'm better than anyone else. I'm not perfect. I have flaws just like everyone else. I get yelled at, my grades are shit, I never seem to say the right thing, and I always end up letting someone down. I accept myself for who I am and I wouldn't change for anyone. Besides, I probably couldn't if I tried. Life's what you make it, and if I fuck up then so be it.

I can't stand it when people patronize me, I'm not fucking retarded. Therefore, I am still capable of having a conversation with you even though I am all of a year younger or something ridiculous like that. In fact, I am most likely as intelligent as you if not, more. Nevertheless, I really couldn't care what you think. Because what you think, and what you know are two completely different things. I honestly couldn't give two shits if I offend you.

I don't know what the world has come to, but it seems like you can't meet anybody real anymore. Everyone's too busy trying to look like every one else, they're too busy trying to copy what everyone listens to and what they do with their hair. I don't know how the 'scene' look became so popular. How is it cool looking like a dead rat?

When I was about twelve years old, I made a very important decision in my life to not believe in a higher source. I believe that "God" has not created man, but man has created God. If man did not create God, who did? He is fabricated to answer questions that cannot be answered otherwise. My mom is a Catholic and once told me that having faith makes life easier. Yeah, maybe to her, but to me it sounds like religion is being used to deny your responsibilities for your own actions. Why waste your life believing in something that is non-existent? No offense towards people that choose to believe in a higher source, but I do not, and never again will.

I'm not going to go on about how I'm going to rip out your hair if you don't like me. Truth is, I probably wouldn't like you either. You'd probably annoy the shit out of me and I'd be forced to ingest glass. I have an odd taste in music, deal with it. I have an odd taste in everything, actually.. Don't like it? Leave my fucking page. There's a "block" option, make use of it. I promise, I won't miss you if you're that much of a fucking ignorant cunt.

You may find me extremely offensive. I can be hypocritical and egotistical. I'm somewhat apathetic and can be very uncaring towards certain people. I'm a smart-ass and I really need an attitude adjustment. I've got a twisted sense of humor with a mind to match. I'm impatient and argumentative. I'm a sarcastic fuck, and incredibly stubborn. I have trouble expressing my emotions, and I get anxious too easily. I keep how I feel, emotionally, to myself. However, if you're an asshole, I have no trouble telling you where to go, and how to fucking get there. Fact of the matter is that at least I'm honest enough to myself to admit things like this.

I'm creative and imaginative. I love learning and experiencing new things and ideas. I'm probably one of the most outgoing people you will ever meet. According to others, I am pessimistic and cynical. I'll do whatever the fuck I want, whether it fits your cool or not. Don't like it? Tell me something I haven't already heard. I'm honest to the point of rudeness, so if you're easily offended, don't come my way. Think what you want of me. It's all these little details that make up a personality, something I've found that very few people out of all you carbon fucking copies seem to possess.

I make mistakes. I don't respect authority. Basically, to sum it all up, I'm a mess from hell. But I fucking like it.